In previous posts, I’ve discussed motivation and sometimes no matter how hard you try to make yourself better, it can be tough. Giving up would be so easy…
When I talk about giving up, it’s not anything dramatic. I’m saying I could just give up on the changes I’m making in my life. This blog is a good example. No idea if anyone is even reading this and I’ve been doing it for four months now. I make time every week to jot down my feelings and experiences, but without anyone commenting, it makes it tough to continue.
My life has been so busy lately and I struggle to make time to get to the gym twice a week. Giving up would be so easy! Definitely is making me fitter and healthier. Is it worth it though if I don’t even have time to relax?
The next musical will be holding auditions soon and I’m so nervous and scared, maybe I’m just not good enough. Maybe it’s just worry about whether I can make any close friends within that group…
Work sucks and I haven’t really made any plans to get an acting agent to pursue my dreams. Could be looking at online courses for something I really enjoy, set a new career path.
I’m still so lonely. My headaches and IBS symptoms are still bothering me. I keep taking knocks to my confidence. Try so hard with people to make some close friends, but feel like I keep hitting brick walls. Are these changes really worth it? Giving up would be so easy! But I can’t, something great has to come out of all these changes I’m making in my life. Maybe my time is coming…